Hey faridah!

My dear friend that I miss so much.
I hope you are doing OK.
I know things has been tough ever since you know he had the disease.
You love him and I believe he does too.
May that be strong and I dont want you to be sad or give up.
You have a whole lots of adventure ahead.
You will like it and you might just be happier.

Anything just nudge me.
You know I will always be there for you.
I LOVE YOU FARIDAH.
you are my best friend.
I dont want to see you in the negative side.
I really wish we can hang out often. :)

I LOVE YOU FARIDAH.
Dont cry okay. :)

Regards,
Syazwani
peace.

rainy day is a great day for me to reflect on and there is a high chance to be emo.
I think a lot and it brings me to tears.
I just cant help it.
I am freaking stress!!

This is what I have been doing today... 


I missed my old room. 
eleven floor, double decker bed. carpark view, the breeze, sound of cars, children.
Whenever I feel like going to my bestfriend house I will just go down the stairs.
Miss those awesome moment.

Now things changed. Big time. :(

Peace.
Syazwani

ok guys.. here is my online blogshop.

Will be selling lots of things be it new or second hand.
But currently selling shawl. 
Do spread the love.

Thank you!

Peace :)

http://mechadice.blogspot.com/

can my dad move now? can he start work alr? im freaking stress and exhausted pls... i dont want to be the sole breadwinner in the family

I am going to drop dead soon. I did just now till the extend I have to leave class. I am not that strong after all..

I am pleased with what I have and with the people around me.
Now I need to work hard to achieve my dreams and do well in my diploma.

Insya allah...

I never felt so happy...
Its a great night spent with him.
I surprised him at work. was waiting patiently and quietly outside his workplace.
Although his friends noticed me first and informed him, its ok.
understandable. haha

Initially I want to buy for him hamster at sunplaza but the promo is over and the price was very expensive.
So later later can... 
he didnt know i wanted to get for him hamster. cute right. hehe

I made today his awesome moment day.
I know he will be tired from work.
So, with these little things I have done matters and means a lot to him.
Im glad it all work out well somehow.

Love him and may this last...
Just wishing it will be like my cousin whom she had persandingan this afternoon.
She is now owned by her beloved husband. AWWWW......

Peace out.
With love,
Syazwani

Im feeling low yet high due to so many reasons...

I am missing my secondary bff and they dont seem to be missing me.
They are like all seems to be busy with their lives.
I feel neglected.
I miss them so much and I really hope one day we can all unite and chillax together.
I have always make an effort to brings all of us together but no one seems to care.

Its okay. 
there is nothing much I can do. 

Anyways, im happy I am working at such a great place. NIGHT SAFARI.
People im working with are awesome.
So are the guests. although some may not be able to understand english, its humanity here.
All for the love of animals and environment. WEEE!! :D

ok then.
I hope things will get better soon.
Peace out to all the awesome people out there.

Is this halal? haha
WEEE!! :D

At times I just wonder is there anyone reading my journal,,,